Screwed up big time at work...it's a very long story people, but to put it in a very brief manner : I bungled up big time!! So feeling quite a bit down today. I didnt know what to do, so i ended up smoking 3 cigarettes, realising that it wasnt doing anything to reduce my depression, but still smoking anyway..
Then i felt that I should be just pouring my troubles out onto this blog of mine..what else is a blog for? Perhaps you would read and make me feel better eh :-) ?
I am supposed to be leaving this country on Friday, the 31st of August. But now, I dont know..maybe it will get postponed by a week. Maybe more. But I definitely need to be leaving by the 20th atleast. If not for good, atleast on leave..I have just about a month to go before I bid good bye to my bachelorhood. No, I am not sad about no longer being a bachelor. I am quite looking forward to married life in fact..quite looking forward.
But hey, this post is about me being depressed. I am feeling quite a bit down people. I dont know what tomorrow will bring me at work. I might face a lot of heavy artillery. My ass, neck and the rest of me may be on the chopping block. No, I dont think I will lose my job :-) The client was quite pissed today. And I think he was around 70% justified in being pissed. The way i see it, my major bungle was that I didnt communicate things openly. I made some decisions, without thinking of implications, and now they have misfired badly.
I am feeling a bit better already. I will put this whole work issue into its own compartment. Will think of it later..am feeling better..
Shain
10 comments:
hey, shain....cheer up. it's ok if you bungle up once in a while.
i don't know how the weather is at your place now...but here at chennai, it's raining and raining.
just curl up, cook some soup, fry some chicken, drink some nice white wine and read kafka for your soul. sleep nicely for 10 hours.
whatever has to happen, will happen. but everything will be fine.:-)
no worries. life goes on and you have quite a few things to look fwd to :D
wanted to leave this msg as someone who has bungled quite a few times and still survives
Everyman! I bungled up big time too! I bungled up one entire academic year once! You won't believe it! It sucks but we come out of it...
Hope everyhing's fine now...
there is light at the end of the tunnel.....and a bright one too :)
hey shain,
all of us, every single one of us makes mistakes. life's all about getting up and going on. So my friend, just treat it as a learning experience and be cheerful. As mac says, "bright light waiting"!!!
Now smile!
@sift: Thanks..i cd really use the atmosphere u are suggesting..rain, wine, chicken, kafka..and yes..those 10 hrs of sleep..unfortunately here in Riyadh, it doesnt rain..atleast not nowadays..its blazing hot..and wine..well..the less said the better.. :-) But point noted :-D
@Rama - so u are a survivor.. :-) HOpe i live to tell the tale too...
@Vikki - One whole year?? How??? overslept?
@Mac- yes..bright light!! :-) I just wanna get thru this damn tunnel though!!
@3inone-I am beaming :-))))
Thanks all of u!! Feeling better..the consequences are yet to be seen, but I will survive..
Well, what can I say? Welcome to my world!!! :D
Err, I meant the bungling part, not the end of bachelorhood one!!!
So, when's da party?
who is the black fly in varkychaayan's chardonnay? who be that black-faced villain? no one..n i mean NO ONE..gives misery to varkychaayan while i'm alive!
chin up, varkychaaya! it'll all be well by the time you leave.
hey hope things are better...but WTH you have a marraige to look forward to! :)
Hey, hope things are better at work.
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